Sometimes everything floats and I’m here tied down – unable to move.
Even my eyelids are too heavy to lift.
When I realise how much I left undone guilt comes crawling.
And there’s so much it attracts:
There’s selfdoubt – ignoring every past achievement.
There’s disappointment – for I know I could do better.
There’s defiance – I don’t even know where that comes from.
And finally there’s fear.
But the moment just before HOPE leaves me – there’s a memory, my silver lining.
I remember PEACE and I instantly know it’s not lost, I just forgot to embrace it.
And there’s LOVE which is still carrying me. It’s the one thing that never left and never will.
That’s the moment I let go of my doubts because I know where love is around there’s no space left for fear to settle – love never fails.